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There is always a time in every women's life when our favourite skinny jeans become waaaaay too skinny for us and it is hard to button them up. last couple of months this is the time in my life. And no matter what i do, i can't loose more then 1 kilo that i gain back by eating a muffin. i am endlessly green envy my flatmate who eats whatever she wants and as much as she wants and stays slim and fit no matter what. ADVICE: if you are about to moove in with a flatmate amek sure she has the same problems as you do otherwise life is a constant torture.

so once i manage to button up my jeans that are not ment to be buttoned i start feeling more disgusted by my own ass and what do you think that makes me take a carrot? nope.....i crave for another cupcake to make me feel better and not slimmer. funny that women's psychology!

so what now...should i start blogging about the diet and create my own countdown as in movie Julie-Julia but with aim not ***recepies but MINUS 7 KILOS? ok...5...stop trying to be a person you will never be, Ksenia. You are a beautiful young lady that just happen to have a little bit of overweight but NOT a model....accept the fact!
Or should i give up and start a bakery blog? .....neither i guess.

probably, i should wear those jeans more often and touch my sides that hang out a bit as much as i can to remind me of my goal. 58!!!! i should weight 58!! so it will be just as it was last summer....58,175, 90-63-97 and the whole male community is at my legs.

didn't want to wright it all here but i think it will help me to start taking care of myself finally. and sometimes you just need to tell things that care you to someone who is not going to judge you back!

Cheers all! ...yogurt for dinner!