.: After Graduation

So it's been a long time, kids, since the last time i made a post. Thing is, i forgot my password AND username and only today got the patience to make all the steps that google was asking for in order to refresh my blank memory.

Other than that, i have graduated my Uni (Istituto Marangoni) with honors. Yes, now i am an official INTERIOR DESIGNER with a great diploma and God bless me for the further successes in that field.

So i have been busy with exams, graduations,sending my CVs to different companies and hoping for someone to hire me ( the last one is still my day-to-day routine)

How weird is that, anyway, to stop being a STUDENT and suddenly, after all my life of hard studying, to change my status on facebook on UNEMPLOYED... i tell you it's pretty heartbreaking because the entire eraof school/college/university is over . Now it's all about the work work work.

Speaking about ending of an era. That has happened before, though. Remember, when we all finished high school ,we though that that was the end of something very special that we will always would want to come back to. I have always been looking on people who say they want to go back into school times with a certain attitude and that attitude is "WATTA FUCK?" I am one of those people who thinks that the best is in front of us, not behind. That we should look into the future and only remember the past but not willing to turn the time machine on and come back. The progress is going further, we are growing, the society is growing and wanting to go back in time to me is just ridiculous. I heard that modern society is living its middle-thirties.... can you imagine how many great deals we have yet to do? We have an entire era on Wisdom ahead. THAT seams freaking awesome to me because WE are those people of next generation that is going to rule the world. It is up to us how we want to see our future and we can make it the way we want it. So thinking about past, the only thing we can't change, is a complete waste of time.

Yes, i have just graduated. Yes, i am unemployed. Yes, i am freaking scared about what is going to happen to me next but i know, that whatever it is, it is going to be great, it is going to be amazing and full of interesting moments that will be taking all my time and interest, and that those moment are going to be just better and better with each year and with each tear i drop on the way to my wisdom and my private inner happiness.

Also, i must admit that i cannot stop listening to new Kelis album. She has changed completely and she did it really well.